It's been a rough few weeks. I've been catching up from missing 2 weeks of school going to India, then I missed another two days last week when I went to Montreal. This week has been so up and down- life's gotten so stressful that on Monday or Tuesday I was actually considering killing myself. Not because I was depressed and injuring myself per se- I was depressed, and I simply saw it as the easiest way out. I'm doing better now, and I'm treating myself to the fact that I survived this week by getting my tragus pierced tomorrow morning. Should be interesting, trying to hide this one from my parents, but I think it'll be easier than my nose was, seeing as I've got hair and all. I just can't wear my hair up around them for a while. Shouldn't be a problem really. I can probably get away with it sometimes too.

Debating whether or not to play basketball. I adore it, and I want more than anything to be able to finish a season, or play my last game for the joy of the game, knowing I won't be playing again on a competitive team. Who knows.

Life's been pretty crazy. I'm ready for a break.